My last blog, Thank U for Luving M3, has apparently garnered some interest among you readers.
Some thought of it as sweet …
Some thought of it as romantic …
Some thought of it as soft …
The blog may have perceived :-
that I still thinks of her …
that I couldn’t let her go …
that I was nice …
But that was not my true intention. When I wrote that blog, it was because I ran out of idea ? 
You know, at times when you are alone or when you hear some sad but nice songs or even when you are searching for inner soul and peace when your past suddenly flashes in front of you ?
THAT’s was when I decided to write the blog.
There was no specifc reason for writing that blog ! If I could confide to someone close, why not ? Do you think it is possible ? It’s either not interested in listening or no concrete solution / advise. Worse still, what if it may hurt or offended other people’s feeling.
It is not easy to just blur it out to someone else. You wont be certain if that person can be trusted. You wont know for certain how that person will look at you. And we wont know how people would feel after knowing it, arent we ? That’s why, it is easier to blog about it here then to tell others. Cos you wont know who I am ! Or are you sure you know who I am ?
Maybe … just maybe I would tell a little bit more about myself next time …
Anyway, the song, Thank You For Loving Me by Bon Jovi which was included as the last part of my blog was merely a coincidence. I thought that song was nice and meaningful and it was suitable to end my blog . Nothing more, nothing less !
No doubt the blog was full of my thoughts, but hey, it’s just a blog. OK ? Isn’t that what it is suppose to be ? Freedom of speech !
The blog was merely the surface of the whole story. There are many other details which were not included. There are many incidents / occasions that I tend not mention because I prefer to keep the good memories rather than bad ones. What happened to the saying, Let Bygones be Bygones ?
To kill some of you readers’ curiosity, let me give you some rare inside view :-
- Our horoscope / horrorscope doesn’t match
- I cared for her because I was worried for her. Don’t you care for your friends ? So why must it be different just because both of you were a couple before ?
- Even if we were not together, doesn’t mean that we can’t still care for the other right ?
- We argued most of the time. Practically, 4-5 days a week ? Then we will get into cold war for weeks !
- We seldom talk to each other because I am always busy with work
- We probably would have been made shareholders of the telecommunication company with our constant SMS war
- We literally fight and cause much damages done
- It was to a point that I actually ran out of patience and ideas that my parents had to give a helping hand
- And the most crucial point … I know what she is capable of doing when she cant think rasionally and I tend to get fed up / frustrated / give up more than I am concern about her over time !
It may be lame excuses but that’s what I felt. I am who I am.
But wait ! There are more …. !
but … sshhh …. it’s part of my secrets !
There is no harm in Thanking someone for loving you … it would be better then thanking someone for hating you …
Would you let someone you dearly love go if you know that he / she is just not happy with you ?
Would you let someone you dearly love go if you know that he / she is miserable with you ?
Would you let someone you dearly love go if you know that he / she is a mismatch ?
Would you let someone you dearly love go with best wishes and happy for him / her if he / she found someone (instead of you) which he / she truly love ?
These are some thoughts for you to ponder upon …
It doesn’t not form any part of my feelings or any part of my blog therein.
