Whenever I hear that song, it reminds me of you …
- how we met … but only for it to end this way
- how we used to correspond … but only for it to eventually fade away
- how we had our first trip together, yours being the first overseas trip … but only for it to be our last
- how you would whisper and say before you leave for work in the morning … but only for you to not realise that I sometimes was awake
- how you would wake up in the middle of night to run to the clinic to get me medication … but only for you to not realise that I appreciate your caring
- how you would get frustrated in waking me up on weekends to do the things we planned … but only for you to not realise that I smiled in my heart knowing that you gotten a lil angry
- how you would stop my head from banging on the wall with your hand … but only if you knew what was going through my mind
- how you would sacrifices your mode of transport when I was without one … but if only you knew I was worried for you and not to trouble you
- how I nearly lost my life and you were the first in my mind to call … but if only you knew that you were the one I could rely on
- how you would just leave with no where to go, no money to spend … but if only you knew I was worried about you even as a friend
- how you would spend on getting things for my family for festive seasons … but only for me to say that’s a bribery
whenever I see your friend’s blog, it had me going …
- reading through the blog to see if there was any mention of you … only to be disappointed that there was no you
- browsing through the photos trying to get a glimpse of you … only to be disappointed that there isn’t much photos of you
- heart pumping, wanting to know how and what have you been up to … only to be disappointed that there is nothing to know of you
- whether you have found someone … only to be disappointed that there is no status on you
If only you knew and understood that it was hard for me to let you go despite our daily difference and the never ending arguments and WWIII …
Yes … I hated you at one point
Yes … I didn’t want to talk to you
Yes … I didn’t want to see you
Yes … I couldn’t stand your sudden outburst and our constant arguments
Yes … I hate each time you acted blur and doing something insane
Yes … I was fed up with your unpredictable actions, not knowing whether you ever thought about your actions
Yes … I hate when you always say It’s Your Life and It’s Up To You !
but …
words can’t express the feeling I have for you,
words can’t express what I have to say to you,
all I can do is to wish and say …
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